i never missed something,i miss so many things...

I bet each and every of you have gone through many things in your lifes that cannot dismiss them form your memorries,things that keep meaning a lot for each of us,things that marked our existence in a deep or small way or things that kept giving sence to a certain desire in our lifes,there are things that are trumbeling the entire retire of the mind in some dusty corners of the conscience when it sleeps and is not thinking at all the rummors in the thoughts,memorrier are standing still,the lips are shaking like wishing to say something preciouse,yes,i do!i miss so many things and so many persons that passed through my life at a certain time or that still are but are far away from me.i do miss spain,i miss you,i miss the sea,i miss another you,i miss the college,i miss yet another you,i miss greece,i miss another you,i miss home sometimes even if i am here almost all the time,and yes,in the end i miss myself,i kind of neglected my person from some time,i feel lost and missed,i want to live again many things and moments,at leats the happy ones,regrets are never present in my exintence so, as an advice,never even remeber when you regret somethign,think always like perfection would be inside you,and remeber my words....

Tired of ...me...

So many days passed since the day i first saw love in your eyes and so many nights torn us apart all this time,i've cried so much and i no longes wish my life to follow this course round by round,i don't want no more to share the tears in my eyes with your miserable mistakes and with your filthy soul and faces,i don't want again to hear your voice again in the front of my door and no longer i will hear your words even if would be the last time in my life when i will be able to see you!I've met a lot of persons since your feet touched last time mine in the night,and i've socialised so much that i have so many persons now with whoom to go out and laugh and party but every ,,he'' or ,,her'' that i've tried to care for never took your place ,your memories never let me run too far from them,they chased my persons like black angels and they vanished form my life as they came,and still i am here,in the same hole..no step forward..no step back..nothing is mooving,nothing changes,i am still here and still alone,and still with a lot of feelings to offer,because tears i've offered too many allready....and yes,maybe i am sick,i am sick of loneliness and lack of love...but in the end what is love?is just a word...no one proved me that could be more...

Ingerii mei

Ti-as taia aripile uneori,diavol al pasiunii,
Nocturnitate macabra e tot ce simti pentru mine
Iar sufletu-ti mort ce nu invata sa iubeasca,
Va fi sacrificat prin mii de cimitire
Vantul canta in cavoul vietii mele,
Si cortina se pregateste sa cada pe fundal,
Corbii se aduna in jurul unui les de sentimente,
Si chipul fara grai deja pare ceva banal
Ganduri malefice ma mistuie in frunte,
Si viata scrie un blestem nonconformist,
Pe vremuri m-atingeai si ramaneam fara cuvinte...
Acum nu o mai faci caci ai distrus un paradis,
Tacerea-i moarte,linistea e frig,
In lumea ta e prea mecanic totul,
Pana si noaptea te-ar lega de un carlig,
Si-ar crede ca esti mort cu totul,
Lasa-mi ingerii in pace,lasa-i sa planga,
Pastrez sperantele pentru candva cand nu mai doare,
Si intr-o zi cand sentimentele or sa-mi ajunga,
Nu ma vor mai durea vorbele tale...!